I talk about the sex with girls that I hardly know and even those girls you pay for sex, but I never tell how much I want a proper sex with a girl that I love and care about. The feelings of sex between a lover and 'workers' is totally different. I believe I have told this before, sex between lover I called it making love, but sex between those strangers, I called it having sex. The feeling of it...hmm, with the girl I love, it's more sensual and the satisfaction is totally different, it's not only the orgasm that I felt, but the satisfaction of spirit. And having sex with those you pay for, the satisfaction is totally physical, the service they provide is so good as you are there just to enjoy the service and without worry whether your partner have their orgasm, is this sex position their favourite. Ha, this makes me remember a UK drama, forget about the name, 'Secret diaries' something like that. There are lots of story about how the girl, an escort entertain their client and how they manage to cope with all the funny situation.
Though, I still hope to make love to someone I love, I don't mind to give her some service, I think to make her enjoying her sex is also a satisfaction for myself. It's hard to find a good relationship right now, wonder how long I will have to wait.
