Today I'm not talking about sex, lust, porn, chics, love making, penis, boobs, butts... I'm very moody today. Actually it's been kinda frequent lately. Think my heart is kinda empty lately, something is missing, and I think it's love. I need love, and my heart is hungry for love. I never tell someone beside me, I'm not sure what I want. I don't want to get involve in a relationship simply because I'm lonely, I met a lot of girls lately but no one can really match with me. I rather stay single than being with someone that I don't really love or suitable for. The loneliness is killing me. I have big bunch of friends but it's like I'm standing in a crowd all by myself before I found her.
I did meet some girls that I like but they aren't interest in me, and the other way round. So I just keep single like this for a very long time. I wonder how long it will take. I need some love to 'complete me' like Tom Cruise in one of his movie. Where is the one girl that I can get married and get old together? Lots of my friend whom married few years back are preparing for divorce, I have no security about marriage as well, why do people want to get married if they are going to divorce at the end of the day. If that is the case why don't just stay together without the marriage certificate?
